Sunday, April 22, 2007
with a heavy heart...
i told you my decision..
i did not know how to break this news to you...
however, i managed to tell you..
i told you this is a hard decision...
i thought through alot of factors before deciding this...
i know i had let you down...
i know i had done you wrong...
i hope u can understand...
i had decided to leave...
i explained why i had to leave...
u look shocked.. and i can understand why..
this is not a good time for me to leave..
we been through thick and thin..
and i m sad to go too...
u cried... i cried...
u tried to reason things out with me...
promised things will never be the same again...
and definitely will change and improve...
i calmed down and think through again...
it is waste to give up all that we had been through...
i guess is okay to give it another try...
i choose to believe u once again...
i am not too sure if this is the correct decision made..
i just hope u wont let me down again...
but for now... i decided to stay... ^_^
please prove me that i had made the right choice by staying by your side...
9:54 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
tummy pain... very pain...
having weird noises groaning inside my tummy...
intestines having cramp...
it has been like dat since this morning when i woke up...
visited the toilet before i went for my course... time is 8+am
visited the toilet when i reach my training place... time is 9+am
visited the toilet during my tea break... time is 10+am
visited the toilet after lunch break... time is 1+pm
visited the toilet during my tea break... time is 3+pm
visited the toilet after my course... time is 4+pm
visited the toilet while waiting for my sister... time is 4+pm
visited the toilet after my dinner... time is 9+pm
visited the toilet before my shower... time is 10+pm
i need a doctor now!
11:02 PM
